A Prayer for the Living

Life,

Break in me whatever needs to be broken.
Fix my hope of every being fixed.

Use me. Draw every ounce of creativity out of me.
Help me live a radically unique life, forever forging a never-before-trodden path in the forest.

Show me how to love more deeply than I ever thought possible.

Whatever I am still turning away from, keep shoving in my face.
Whatever I am still at war with, help me soften towards, relax into, fully embrace.
Where my heart is still closed, show me a way to open it without violence.
Where I am still holding on, help me let go.

Give me challenges and struggles and seemingly insurmountable obstacles,
if that all bring an even deeper humility and trust in the intelligence of life.

Help me laugh at my own seriousness.
Allow me to find the human in the dark places.
Show me a profound sense of rest in the midst of the storm.
Don’t spare me from the truth. Ever.

Let gratitude be my guide.
Let forgiveness be my mantra.
Let this moment be a constant companion.

Let me see your face in every face.
Let me feel your warm presence in my own presence.

Hold me when I stumble.
Breathe me when I cannot breathe.

Let me die living, not live dying.

Amen.

Jeff Foster